الأربعاء، نوفمبر 30، 2011

نوستالجيا


-actually you can never replace anyone... everyone is made of such beautiful specific details....what is lost is lost...

- you know why i wrote that stupid book...so you would come to a reading in Paris and i could walk up to you and ask where the fuck were you

- did you think i would be here today?

- what were the chances of us meeting again ?

- mmm...after that December i would say almost zero...but we are not real anymore huh ?

- i wish you would have been at Vienna by that December ...
our lives might have been so much different

- may be not...may be we would have hated each other eventually

- huh !! like we hated each other now ??!!

- who knows!!!...may be we are only good at brief encounters...walking around in europian cities in warm climate

- Oh god why didnt we exchange phone numbers and stuff at that time !!!

- because we were young and stupid!

- do you think we still are?

- i guess when you are young you just believe there will be many people you will connect with...but later in life you realize it only happens a few times...

- yeah and you screw it up...misconnect

- well the past is the past...it was meant to be that way

- you believe everything is fated ??

-may be the world is less free than we think...when given these exact circumstances...that is what will happen everytime

-what if your grandmother had lived a week longer..you know ...or passed away a week earlier ... things might have been different...

-well you cant think like that

- it is just on this one...it seemed like something was off...you know

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* a scene from the brilliant movie Before Sunset
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VlEhbnNrcMw